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    <span class="post-time">11 / 13, 2016</span>
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    <h1 class="title">这不是书评</h1>
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    <p>距离上次看完一本书原来已经过去这么久了，到昨天截止整整三个月。</p>
<p>这三个月发生了不少事情。在看完上本书的8天后，我辞掉了原来的工作，在原来租的房子里，过了4天暗无天日的日子后，杭州要召开峰会，我也就回了家，当然期间也告诉了父母辞职的事。</p>
<p>之后的两个月我在家呆了整整两个月，除了参加丧事被迫出去了几天。</p>
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<p>这他妈才叫暗无天日。两个月基本上都是晚上一两点睡，早上十点起床，十点半去楼下煮个饭，下午就自学前端。然而这也不是一个励志的故事，在家的学习效率也并不高。在家呆了一个月后我开始厌恶自己，感觉自己像个好吃懒做的东西一直赖在家里，享受着父母的关系。放在十年前也许我不会有什么负担，但在这个拿年纪，我的内心已经不允许我“名正言顺”地去接受这些东西。</p>
<p>十月二十二号我终于又再次回到杭州，带着问家里要的一点钱。之前我一直想着如果积蓄花完还没找到工作怎么办？那时我已经有随便找份工作现在杭州活下去的觉悟。自己想要做的工作到最后未必会成为你想的那样，我只是不想留下遗憾，对于喜欢的事情，成为爱好也许会比成为工作好很多。</p>
<p>幸运的是三天后我就找到了工作，对于第一份工作我没什么要求，能让我做着混经验就已经心满意足。现在还寄宿在同学家，每天六点半起床，八点到家，三个小时花费在路途上，虽然累，但我很满足。每天都觉得过的无比充实，想想之前的两个月，真是恐怖。</p>
<p>前几天想着很久没看书了，双十一亚马逊又刚好打折，所以入了几本书。这本《追风筝的人》花了五六个小时看完了，整本书很压抑，庆幸的是它有一个还算美好的结局。很多情绪在我看这本书的时候都有流露出来，看到结局我流泪了，因为开心，这很过瘾。</p>
<p>我很享受一个人静静思考的过程，没有人打扰。生活中网络上充斥着太多的吐槽，严肃的讨论反而越来越少，每当你想好好地抒发一下内心严肃的感情，总会有人来吐槽矫情。曾今鸡汤文大火，反鸡汤的言论也随之出现，导致后来有些人只要看到别人发带点励志的文章就在底下评论少看鸡汤。真烦。</p>
<p>这不是书评，我只是想记录一点事情。</p>

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